this is not even LIKE me!
i'm completely obsessed.
(i guess that's a little like me...)
but first thing in the MORNING?! come ON.
yesterday and last night were *extremely* hard.
i thought it was going to be hard enough that i went out by myself to be around people i usually smoke with, but i think it was actually harder when i couldn't find those people and went back home.
it would have been SO easy to swing by the store...
i don't think it's ever been this hard before.
maybe that's a good thing...